sometimes i wish life was like dawsons creek i wisk u got the guy of your dreams, or girl of ur dreams or if things dident work out with someone u stayed friends, but mostly i wish durring romantic times the perfact song would play and make it even better. and i wish all guys knew how to explane there feeling and have it make sence.
so like a week ago i was i guess dumped, idk if u can call it even that i dont even really what we where, but there where feeling there, i cared i think he cared well at least he said he cared, who really knows if guys tell the truth, but im a little heart broken, and miss him alot, stupid i know cuz it really wasent the startest relationship ive ever been in but hell none of my relationships have been. lets see my first boyfriend my brothers friend 6th gread he was in the 8th, have a patern of older guys, but dident really like him but he likes me first kiss, ending up hiding in my closet just to avoite him and pretended to be sick, so i wouldent have to see him. but ended up dumping him. then there was fuck i cant remamber his name, but dated for like weekend and dumped him on valentines day oh his name was nico, that all i have to say so explane why it dident work. and then there was aaron who i dident really date but loved very much, friend ship is what he wanted love and a relationship is what i wanted but, we both where attached and told eachother we loved each other, but friends weith a little more is what we where. and then brian is the one that just broke my heart not going into details, but i was falling and got hert really bad but thats all i have to say about that for now.
today me and mel went to the mall today, on my very fev days off, and it was a really good day got new bandanna and new paramore shirt, ususall stuff, no new shades thow , i always get shades, i thing i have a problem. but yeah, super hot guy that works at hot topic(terrence) was there all by himself so of course he was vored and all in me and mels faces, i totallt fine with that cuz hes super hot, he was quizing us on who was playing, we of course got the questions right cuz we know everything about all bands, he was super excited about that. always nice to make a hot boy happy. they get so gooffy gooberish. i found out some great news about some friends of mine they will be going on tour soon so theyll be coming up to visite me, and have a new member. excited about that. cuz its been about a year sence ive seen them last. super excited about that.